Am angry with my mind
I made a hasty decision
And now am paying the price
He has never been "the man"
Because he never owned up to responsibilities
He asked for favors with force
And always wanted things done at his beck and call
Am like a fly in the home
Sometimes going unnoticed for months
I dread sleeping at night
Because it's where the whole "uhms" n "ahs" are made with me tied to the bed
I never had a break from his manly stature
And each time he called from the bedroom, tears begin to roll down my cheeks
I have lived in constant fear of speaking up
Because wen I do, I'd either see a hand cum my way
Or boots greeting me on the floor
I am treated like a nobody
But to the outside world, I had it all
He saw nothing wrong with the whole thing
And actually thought there was more I could do to please him
I want it to come to an end
But letting go is not an option
Because, even through the pains
I've still come to realize that there's nothing as a perfect man...anywhere.
