Monday, 23 April 2012

BLAME GAME


We’re at it again…
… It’s just started to come to an end.
Why do we always have fights
When we don’t even know why we’re fighting.
He doesn’t want to take blames,
Neither do I.
We just sit, staring at each other
Because the more we talk, the more we yell at each other and create more fights.
This is all we do now; sit and stare.
No one wants to own up and end it all,
But it has never been like this.
It just started with an argument
And now we can sit for weeks or months without eye contacts.
I never wanted it to come to this,
But no one wants to take responsibility for whatever happens.
I’m sorry.

Monday, 2 April 2012

PRICKED...


I’m nursing my pains; I’ve been tossed here and there, just trying to find something perfect to share my emotions with. I know there’s no word like perfect in life and love, but I just want to share my feelings with someone who understands me better. It’s not too much to ask for, is it? I’m only an emotional piece of innocence wanting to show prove of how I feel with the one who feels the same way.
I just started to heal, so gradually that I never felt wounded. Finding a matching piece to complete the puzzle was my greatest heartache and now it just appeared like I never lost any.
Though I had been pricked, I just can’t find any scar to show for it…I’ve healed so fast that no traces could ever be found. It wasn’t a dream neither was it an illusion. Could it be hallucination?
Perhaps, it’s coincidence. A coincidence that I’ve been pricked again, but by the one whom I can share my emotions with. One who understands the true meaning of sharing.
Would I have ever been healed without you? Would I have ever been able to find that piece if you never came along? There are so many questions, but few answers. I just thank you for pricking me, the right way.


NOTHING COMPARES TO YOU


I sat as far as a mile
Trying to picture the nile
Just so I could paint a picture
As clear and beautiful as nature
Nothing was so lovely
When I saw you draw closer
You’re the best thing
I’d love to draw.
The sight of you sends
Thousand sparks down my spine
And ten thousand blushes all over my face.
What a sight to behold…
…you’re just incomparable to none.


THE CRUSH


Oh gosh!
He’s here again…
…I can’t tell him how I feel about him
Neither can I let him know how it feels like
To have goosebumps and butterflies for someone you barely know.
I can only sit, watch and hope he approaches me,
There, we could start to be friends and my confidence would rise.
I have a crush for him,
Don’t know how and don’t ask me why.
I just feel my heart beat faster whenever he’s around.
Maybe it wouldn’t even last for long,
But I just want a way to let him know
How I feel about him.
I know it’s just a crush,
But hey, I’m careful not to spill it out to him.

TEARDROPS...

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She’s overwhelmed
She just can’t find anyone to fill his vacuum,
That’s exactly how it has been.
He left without a trace, no sign and nothing left behind to prove his existence.
Just a click
And everything turned from reality to an illusion.
She sits by herself all day
And never even laughs at the things she used to take delight in seeing.
She has teardrops running down her cheeks
And repeatedly you’d hear sorry tunes from her lips.
She’s just been left lonely
And can’t believe her happiest moments left with him.
All she does now is cry to herself
And with her cheeks all soaked up with her teardrops.

Wednesday, 28 March 2012

IF IT WASN'T YOU...A MESSAGE TO FATHER

I wake up to sunshine
and go to bed at sunset.
I walk and talk with strength,
the same strength you bestowed upon me.
If it wasn't you...
I am guided and protected by your arms,
surrounded by your care
and shielded by your love
I am what i am each and everyday
because of your warmth.
If it wasn't you...
I am fed at the table everyday,
have some shelter over my head
and some skin to cover me when it rains.
If it wasn't you...
I sing praises and bow to you
whenever a smile appears on my face
and cast blames with blasphemy
whenever I'm down, but if it wasn't you,
I would have been nothing at all.

Thursday, 5 January 2012

LINKED CHAIN OF HEARTS...

There are a lot of things we might have done together...
...sitting under the sun...
...holding hands by the shore
and walking with our toes in the sun...
...I cherish those moments we had together, but if time would permit us to do it again...
...I might not be the happiest person on earth, but as far as you make me laugh, am happy...
Even though we have little fights here and there,
I still cherish the fact that we stood the test of time and proved to our haters that we can't be separated... They try hard to imitate us, but what we hold in our hearts showed it all that we are just two-in-one of a kind. Let the candle burn bright and the red roses blossom so bright,and even if they refuse to do their jobs,we still will be together-forever,never will a link of our chain be broken.
I still hold that memory of you right here in my heart and never will a day go by without me realizing what you did to my heart to make it new and open to love again...
*RumbleBerry*