BURNING SILENCE

 It feels like an empty room

Ssshhhhh!

Whatever you say would just echo back to you

Why are we even stuck here without a word

Or is this how you want us to be from now on?

This is just torture

I can’t feel the honey/darling thing anymore

I feel like I’m lonely in this place

Why the silence anyway!

What is it that can’t be shared anymore?

We could make it work

And take a walk out of this trouble

This silence feels so louder than noise

And it keeps burning faster than rage

Maybe I’m not the problem

But your silence towards me feels so unusual

And I never wished we got here at all

If only I knew what this was all about

I would have turned the clock to where it all started

And pause it before we got here

I’m dying with pain inside

I no longer have those cuddles when I sleep

And never get the wake-up smiles anymore

I can neither say a “Hi” nor get one back

And the pet names I always looked forward to are like a mirage these days

If it’s about not me, then why this “speech boycott”

There are more questions than answers

But I really want this “slow poison” to end

Because it’s burning faster than I ever thought it would.

I'M SORRY... I WANT YOU BACK!

Tears roll down my eyes when I see our picture hanging on the wall
What ever happened to "Us"?
I never wanted it to be this way
But we never have a conversation without fights
Make-up times are even the worst...
Either someone calls your phone and you have to walk away
Or I get an urgent text I'd have to reply
And then the flames start again...
It isn't that easy looking back at all the things we did together
And now I sit back in the sofa all alone hoping to hear a knock on the door...
I always imagine you standing behind the door with cakes and sweets in your hand saying "It's weekend again, baby"
How I wish I could erase those memories now
But all I see now is just our smiling picture on the wall
Face-to-face, we always sat in public
And caught the attention of others with our kisses...
Where's the man who bumped into me and smiled?
Why is it so hard to believe you're gone so fast?
And why can't you just make that call to say "I'm sorry" 
I'd always take you back
Because that force inside of me is stronger than the ocean waves...
I'd love to hear from you
If you're indeed not mad at me
I still love you and will always do
...And oh, if I ever did something I'm not even aware of, I'm sorry.
I'm truly sorry...and I could say that a hundred and one times for your sake
Just so you come back home.
Because, I really miss "Us".

PERFECTLY IMPERFECT

Tell me why you never get angry at me

I would like to know what I do so right

That makes you act so perfect 

Have I not got any flaws

Or have you not got any clues?

I keep yelling 

And you keep smiling...

You hardly go crazy about my whining

All I hear you say is "stop crying"

And I sometimes wonder if I'm dreaming

What in the world did I do wrong

To have you by my side all day long?

I'm not so perfect, that I admit

But you still being there makes me even scared...

What if I loose you someday...

...or what if you get tired of all these childish treatments?

Even though I act so crazy sometimes

All I ever wanted is to keep you close to myself...

I hope you still find me adorable in a thousand years to come

Or you better frown at me now 

And let me realize how hurt you are by my actions.

My heart is only growing

And yes, for your love each day.

If you ever find anything wrong about me, tell me now 

Because I know how "perfect" I can be.

LOVE LETTER

I was in bed

And something came into mind

A pen and paper was all I could find

"Hi dear"..."Hey love"

I kept on canceling 

No word seemed to make any meaning

And no sentence actually reached that feeling

I was so eager to send that mail

But all the words I tried had failed

"Lend me your eyes"

I started...

I'm about to pour my greatest secret on paper

"I love you"

I revealed...

It's been so hard to bear

I wish I never let it out...for I'm just a lonely girl wanting to be noticed

If my letter ever gets to you

Please remember I don't need a reply...

...All I'm asking is for you to share a heartbeat with me

Let me know if your heart beats the way mine does.

Maybe I didn't need a pen and paper

And just maybe I shouldn't have written this letter

But to whom it may concern...my love letter is been sent.

LOVE TOUCHED ME

I was going to the wrong places

And looking at the wrong faces

Hoping love would smile at me once again.

I kissed frogs 

And touched glow lamps

Just waiting for my dreams to come true.

I have given up countless times

And wished I never tried over and over again.

Until that smile pierced through the darkness 

And lit my heart with love.

It was a strange experience 

But I feel beautiful now, knowing that you're close

And would never think of walking away.

If ever I should have flashes of memories

I would never want to forget the day I found you...

Love touched me and I'm never going to let it slip away again

MARRY ME

 

Let's break the rules

Mum and dad aren't needed

With just you, it's family

Take me across the river

Where no one will notice 

Let's secretly say our vows

"I do" "I do"

That's all I want to hear

And it's enough to make us a couple 

Let's get married

Ignore the guys at the bar on Saturday 

I'm turning down the shopping offer with the girls too

I'm eager to have you as my man

Beside me forever

And it's going to happen no matter what

Forget about the cake

Or the champagne poppers

I'm not even bothered about having my first dance

All I want to see is you by my side, forever!

Turn the clock to six, I'll meet you at seven

The birds will be ready to sing natures loveliest of tunes

And the sky above with open arms to bless it 

Let's use what nature has to offer us

And make our vows the best thing ever

Get married to me

And I'll be the happiest woman ever to survive.

Marry me...will you?!

NUTELLA KISSES

 

Nothing interests me like the color brown...

...Brown mixed with anything is perfect

I craved for it

But never got the chance to taste it

Willy Wonka bars...

Cadbury made

Or just the usual Mars and Snickers

It has lingered on my mind for so long 

And I wish nothing else would take me along...

What I feel for it is indescribable 

And nothing else could replace that feeling...

At the sight of it, my mood changes from anything bad to excited

And when I hear someone request for it, I feel like saying "Hi" and joining them for a treat...

Oooh!

How I wish this feeling would just vanish 

But I've got no choice...

Because the more I ignore, the more my taste buds keep asking me why!

It's not a bad thing to get tempted this way...

...You never get hurt trying to take a bite.

I'd always choose it over any other thing 

Because it never hurts me nor breaks my heart.

I'd get kissed, only by chocolates...If only you understand my English!

A GIFT OF LOVE

 

Dearest,

I hardly write pieces like this...

I'm not used to putting pen on a sheet just to scribble words as sweet as this

Matters of the heart is something I don't enjoy playing with...

...But I'm really determined to drive my message straight to your heart this time around

Just like an archer would aim at his target and shoot without missing it

I've developed some liking for you

Which is rare...So rare

I don't usually feel this way towards "first-sight" people 

What's happening to me?!

I'm beginning to feel my heart beat faster at the mention of your name

And my face turning bright red at the sight of you...

Could it be that thing called love

Or probably one of those infatuations

Whatever this feeling might be

All I'm asking of you is to give me a chance to share it with you...

...We might probably have a happy ending like those we've heard of in fairy tales

My heart is beating as the clock keeps ticking

I'm waiting till you say "yes" 

Or I'll never stop bleeding

And so before I drop my pen, I'd like to make a wish...

...From my heart, where all these words flow

I hope you send a bird with your message to me...Pretty soon.

Regards,

Bleeding heart.

 

BRING IT BACK

I lost my happiness to you when you left

I constantly break down in tears when I hear your favorite music

There's nothing I do right without wishing you were by my side

I hardly close my eyes when I get to bed...

...Because no one sings me a lullaby to put me to sleep

If there's a man-problem around the house, all I do is let it be...

...Because I never did those things on my own

I lock my doors and windows every now and then...

...But I never feel so secured being alone

We used to be an item

Until you left without a trace...

We used to be happy together 

Until we had that little misunderstanding...

What on earth do you want me to do without you?

How do I explain to the world what went wrong?

How I wish I had answers to these questions...

...But I wouldn't need answers if you came back and told me you're never going to leave again.

Lets start it all afresh

Lets pretend this never happened...

...So I can feel alive again because

I really do miss you.

AT THE BEACH...AT SUNSET

I met him when the sun was turning orange...

His bare feet tucked firmly into the soft, fine white sand...

He was staring at something so far ahead of him...

...A part where the blue seemed to touch a large liquid.

I could call it a mirage.

He looked so carried away

And seemed lost in thoughts...

...I had this urge to see his face

But all he did was fix his eyes on whatever might have caught his attention.

I could see beautifully colored birds fly over "us"...I wonder if he realized he wasn't alone

And the sound of the current was the only "noise" that pierced the ear at that moment.

I was there to sing to myself...

...But I found something sweeter than my voice...

I froze when he suddenly turned towards me...

...Our eyes met and then I felt my body shake.

I was shaken awake...

Oh no, it was a dream

But at last, I finally got the chance to meet him...

...At the beach...at sunset.

...TO THE ADORABLE...

I could count the stars for you

You're my every wish

If there was another planet where humans could live in

It would have been your heart

Where have you been

For so long when I wandered in search of you

I went miles

And crossed niles

Just hoping I would find you

It took me years

To discover you were so near

But I'm glad I did 

Because as I stand infront of you right now

Nothing stops me from being the one I want to be

You make my heart skip when you smile

And my mind is set at rest to know you're near

To my cherished amore

To the only one my heart bleeds for

And to whom cupid pricked my heart for...

...I'm glad I took the pains in searching for you.

TEMPTED

Your gazes send chills down my spine

And your smiles seem to ask me if I'm fine...

Your heartbeat drums the sound of love in my ears

And your warm arms around me drives away my fears...

You have a peculiar way you kiss

And whenever you're away, that's the only thing I miss ...

I'm not in the habit of forming rhymes

But I believe I have all the time 

Just to tell you how wonderful you make me feel in your presence...

...If there's one thing I'm permitted to reminisce 

That will be the first day I heard your "Hi"

Although I'm not in a rush to hear you say "Bye"

All I want to do is to draw you closer to myself, so I never cry.

If there's anything you did to me, then I'm sure it's for the best

Because ever since you came my way, all you've done is to turn me on!

SOMETIME IN JUNE

I'm leaving

I need to clear my head

I'll be gone for a while

Not too sure when I'll be back 

Maybe in April...

...Or in May

No matter how long I'm away

Promise me one thing...

...That you'll stay true to your words

That you would come look for me if I stay longer than June 

It's not too much to ask of you

Just a promise I need you to fulfill

No matter how far I go and how much you miss me

Keep to your words that I'll never stay longer than you want me to

I'll be back earlier than you think

And maybe we'll be together before the cold begins

Expect me back by April 

Never will I stay longer than May

But I'll surely make it back...

...Sometime in June.

SOMEONE'S MISSING JULIET

She walked a mile
And all she did was to smile
She was searching for something
That one thing that would make her glow for the rest of her life
She saw an image that looked different from hers
An image with no piercings on the ear
An image with beautiful, dark hair on its chin joining the sides of its face
She doesn't see this when she looks at her image in the mirror
She wondered if it was another her in a different form
Yes, it was... the masculine to her feminine
He's what she was searching for...
An Adam to make her the Eve
A perfect piece to make her puzzle complete 
It was him... just the one she needed...
To make her smile glow again